Do you know this feeling of guilt?
More like hate
For myself
Lets just delve

Into my sea of feelings
So deep I can hardly breathe
Allah please free me.

I dont know why i did this
If only i could go back
And fight against myself
To get back on track..

My only comfort is the knowledge
That even though i didnt stay true to my pledge
It didnt happen by chance
No i will not pretend it

I am guilty but even more ashamed
Humiliated by myself and defamed.
Suffient are You to hear me pray
I promise to not go astray..

I wish you didnt have to witness me this way..